RaNdOm

So this posting will pretty much be how my brain works on a day to day basis. This is also why I'll often say "Look a chicken" when I get completely sidetracked by shiny lights.

1. I saw a church sign a few weeks back that still angers me. It said "Be the kind of person God thinks you are." What does that even mean? As in God is fooled by something you are doing and doesn't know your heart? Seriously?

2. I'd really like a pair of Tom's shoes for my birthday.

3. Am I the only one who hears about a book when it is about to be made into a movie and wants to go buy the book but doesn't want the one with the movie cover? "Eat, Pray, Love" is the current example.

4. On a related note, I don't like to like things that are insanely popular. Charlaine Harris is losing some appeal now that everyone knows about her because of the True Blood tv show which I don't watch.

5. Why do people feel the need to say the "F" word so much?

6. Worried that I feel nothing physically for my husband (or any other person). I want to feel something. I want that burning desire again. Instead I have nothing. He's been nice for a bit and I really want to be doing more than going through the motions. I keep trying all the suggested things for "getting in the mood" but nothing works. Continuing to pray.

7. I got a new car the other day. 2010 Subaru Forrester. I've had it one month and we've put almost 2000 miles on it already. And that's with only one mini-trip on it.

8. I miss my Aztek.

9. I have some really good friends here. I miss two of my friends very much.

10. I start a new job next week. But it is kind of an old job. And my former boss may be applying for my current, soon to be old job. Weird, huh?

11. I had this dream the other night where I had the most amazing in-ground pool ever. It is rare for me to have a pleasant dream.

12. I stole ShortStuff's toy that we got from Chick-fil-A. It was a color your own cow. Seemed justified.

13. I'm amazed at how immodest little boys can be. If ShortStuff has to go potty, he'll just strip down, no matter where he is in the house. It could be the middle of the kitchen. During dinner.

14. Went to Taco Bell yesterday to get a sparkling limeade. The guy asked how I was. I said "Fine. You?" His reply still has me smiling a day later. "Girl, I know you are fine, how are you?" First compliment of any sort I've heard from someone of the opposite sex in literally years. Sad, huh?

15. I really like rainbows and hot air balloons.